This is My Reality
Anybody else feel like they don’t want to do anything with their life because they hate everything? Some people call that being miserable. I call it being unmotivated… and hating everything. I feel that way everyday. It actually has gotten to the point where I look to sabotage my own future in order to duck responsibility. I want to be that relief pitcher who gets called into the game when your team is getting blown out 20-0. You know? Nobody is counting on you. I don’t want to get a good job. I don’t want to drink less and not smoke weed. It’s not that the future is scary, it’s just that it sounds really boring. Sometimes I wish I was a pet dog because then I could just refuse to do things and it would be cute and if I did something bad it would just be because I was a fucking pet. Oh look… Bryan just shit on the couch because he didn’t want to get up to go to the bathroom. Yes, I would be that pet… a fucking untrained puppy, like a young Moses (local Goon). Get me a god damn bone!
May 9, 2009 at 10:24 pm
actually, you told me you shit on my couch cuz you didnt like the color…
May 28, 2009 at 9:24 pm
Kind of like how I speed and drive like a mad man, even though one more ticket and I’m walking for the rest of my life.